WTF?
and it all went down like this…
I am moving away from Chicago, I don’t know where yet, and I don’t know how, but I am moving. I need new surroundings that don’t feel so oppressive or stagnant. Will I make the same kind of friends I’ve made and sustained here for so long? Will my travels find me in foreign towns where people are repelled by the very sight of me? I don’t know. I’ve made these promises in the past, you know.
I’m moving to New York to be a TV producer, editor, writer, casting director…none of wich has come to pass I’ve made a liar out of myself one too many times. Now that I have ABSOLUTELY nothing holding me here, I have to take the risk…Right?
Ultimately I would love to rule the world, but until then, I really want to edit and work in graphic/ multi-media design. If not maybe I’ll just be a receptionist somewhere and go to grad school. I never thought I would be so unfocused on a career or a path in life…does this mean that what I’m pursuing is not the path I should be on?
questions man…questions.
Would love your feedback, some of your experiences some of your triumphs or failures, any 30 somethings out there in the same boat?
In the mean time I’ll just rock out with it all out!
was lost until i was diagnosed with Cancer…beat it and then a light came on about what happens in this life. You have a gift, your a searcher
oh great blog
Thanks for your words. I kind of get that, actually I really get how a diagnosis so terribly scary can change everything and illuminate so much. Thank You, Steve.