Welcome to My World!

I am just a wandering soul in the middle, of what I feel, the biggest transition of my life.  I feel aimless, without goals, without motivation, stuck.  What I have however, is the ability to express myself; owever crass, grammatically incorrect, mispelled or unimportant…I have that.

 Outside of the pity party, it goes a little like this:

I am a rosy-cheeked thirty something whose interests lie in digital video editing, writing and anything visually stimulatig and evocotive.  I have trained at a local “film” school and everything else has been self taught.  (I couldn’t afford the AVID class) My history is slim, and my experience is emaciated. 

I want to create love, thought, contemplation, self-assessment through my art and work, or maybe I just want to make cheesy love stories with a spiritual bent.  Either way, this blog is my fumbling thoughts and questions and curiosities…just a daily or weekly diary that for a while I may not be too consistent with.

My format may include, music, local bands, places to go in Chicago, bad movies, foodie corner and other things that may or may not interest me.

I plan on being as honest as a woman like me can be.  I’ll start out with this; It’s taken from my blog on MYSPACE two years ago today:

Recycling–another end to an interesting year. Hello 33.

I feel the need to purge–in an attempt to feel more authentic.  So I think I’m going to have to broadcast some sins to alleveate my need to be the girl I’ve always feared becoming.